Last year, when I wanted to make a song specifically for Thanksgiving, I found an ai music generation app that made a delightful song for me. I thought I could always come back to it when I wanted to hear it again. When I returned to the website early this year, the song was gone. I could find no traces. It was such a beautiful song. I experienced the type of emotional loss I can best describe as having an item that was dear to me destroyed, stolen, or lost. It was not something that I experienced often in the past, as I am fond of throwing things away. Learning about Black Hat Feng Shui has supported my practice; if you don’t need or use it, then remove it from your space.

I tried to generate another song with the same prompt. The sentiment was there, but the song did not hold the magic of the first one. Apparently not learning from my first experience, I did not take proper steps to secure the retention of this second song and when I returned a couple of months later, it was gone, too. I was upset with myself. I promised myself I would return to the website later in the year to create an album amount of songs for Thanksgiving and create videos to place on YouTube. I do have ai generated songs on YouTube now; however, I wrote the lyrics and provided music cores for them. I didn’t see that coming.

Pivoting

On August 27, my daughter was let go from her job. I was very angry with the person who hired and let her go. His behavior was strange from the beginning. Listening to the events she recounted to me, I could tell he was a liar and had some type of mental issue. She needed to work, so she dealt with issues the best she could. In the early morning hours of August 28, I sang the beginning structure of a song into my phone and wen to bed. When I woke, I continued working on the song. The song has nothing to do with her situation. It is a song about ai. I had been mulling over how I felt about ai for a while and I do not understand how my anger found release in writing a song about balancing my thoughts. That’s what happened, though. If you are into Astrology, I did look at the aspects I had at the time. They are quite interesting. If any interest is expressed in that regard, I will do a post on my Astrology blog.

To put the song together, I visited the website for ai generation and pasted my lyrics. “At The Same Time” became a full song with music. It had the same melody as the one I sang into the phone. Completing the song so quickly brought to mind the songs, I wrote after buying an electric guitar more than 29 years ago, that I always wanted to hear finished, but was unable make happen. I still had those songs tucked away in a black plastic notebook with pockets on a shelf in from of me. I took them out and proceeded to turn each into complete songs.

Path

My desire to create songs specifically for Thanksgiving have been tabled after doing research on the principle of manifest destiny. I am trying to only focus on the joy of sharing and being thankful, to create some Thanksgiving songs in my own words, but have not been able to, so far. Who knows, that could change soon. I have been experimenting with music styles and writing lyrics and music cores that express emotions in present and past moments. The central spot for my songs with videos will be on the YouTube channel associated with this blog. If you get a chance to watch and listen, Let me know what you think. You can see the first song below.

At the Same Time